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We love you allisonDear Allison,We love you allison
Hey hun, we hope your doing much better. You dont know how much your friendship means to us and we love you very much. We know youv gone through alot of tough stuff but were all here for you no matter what! We just want you to know your in our hearts and if anything ever happened to us we dont know how to live our lives without you because Alli your a big part in our lifes and your one amazing girl. Even when somthings bothering you, you try so hard to keep a smile on your face just to keep a smile on our face. Allison your an amazing girl, we love you dearly. Your in our hearts.
Love, Emily, Amanda, To
by ~Allison-Alexandra
The LetterAllison, How are you darling? Listin, I know I fucked up. I was a horrible mother, and it prob. felt as if I didnt care. Im sorry i wasnt there for you, when you got in the car accident and all the other things that happened to you i didnt want to face that it happened to my daughter, so i turned my back. And now, lying on my death bed i realise I should have never turned my back on you. Alli, i know you hate me. I can see it in your eyes, and I understand why you hate me. Al, i was a horrible mother and you prob. wished for somthing better and im sorry i could never live up to that. Im sorry i never stopped things with your father, and im soThe Letter
by ~Allison-Alexandra
Dont do itsomtimes, somtimes its hard, this i know, for iv been thru hard times before, the razor blade, is calling your name, death seems so close, yet so far away, you hold it to your throat, ready to slice, ready to end your life, you hear a voice, inside your head, saying "stop, please stop, before you ruin your life" i hear a scream down the hall, i come in to see you lying there, crying, all alone, "i love you" i say, "i truley do, why would you end your life? is this what you want to do?" you tell me your confused, and you dont know what to do,Dont do it
by ~Allison-Alexandra
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with pills in handwithin the dreamland state i sigh and stare upon the stars up high as my fingers grip the empty bottle of the pills i took tonightwith pills in hand
the pain i could withstand no more the hold of life, in my heart it bore the savage hole where what should have been the love i used to have
i feel empty, slain and dead my thoughts racing round my head my vision blurs, the world becomes a motionsick whirl
i stagger to the toilet seat i kneel down, i feel so weak my mind is screaming in pain as i feel like dying
one more night, one more day &
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- Current Residence: VA
- Interests: cheering, swimming, boys...
- Favourite movie: Titanic
- Favourite band or musician: Ashlee Simpson
- Favourite genre of music: pop/rock
- Personal Quote: Love makes the world go round
- Tools of the Trade: my life
- AIM: want it? ask me.
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Love opens the doors to truly understanding others.
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So take this knife out of my back in which you'v placed it and say youll love me agian.. < \3
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All these thoughts,
their never resting,
And your not soming i deserve,
in my head theres only you now,
And this one falls on me,
in this world theres real and make beleive,
this seems real to me,
you love me but you dono who i am,
im torn between
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So take this knife out of my back in which you'v placed it and say youll love me agian.. < \3
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All these thoughts,
their never resting,
And your not soming i deserve,
in my head theres only you now,
And this one falls on me,
in this world theres real and make beleive,
this seems real to me,
you love me but you dono who i am,
im torn between
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